Sometimes...

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Sometimes, Allah breaks our spirit to save our souls~

Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole~

Sometimes, He allows pain so we can be stronger~

Sometimes, He sends us failure so that we can be humble~
 
 
Simple words, but with great meaning, taken from someone who doesn't quite know the existence of this space.
 
 
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Stop that whinning, woman!

Mr. T is out on a business trip for a few days and here I am feeling all sad and blue.

I wanted to catch him for lunch today, but to my dismay, he forgot about that @_@ (patutlah saya tunggu kelaparan, dan merajuk berseorangan saja)

It was a mixed feeling actually. I am happy that Mr. T got the opportunity to go for that trip but at the same time sad because I was thinking after he finished his master's degree a few weeks ago that I would be able to spend almost everyday with him @_@

I wanted to whine and golek-golek atas lantai but there wasn't any suitable crowd in sight.

There's the single's crowd (I don't want to be insensitive), the married but not so happy crowd (bagai menambah limau di luka), the people who enjoy other people's suffering (bagai meludah ke langit, mencari pasal jer) and those who don't give a damn about me even if I tergolek mati atas lantai crowd. Mana best making a scene without a good crowd kan?

*sigh*

What happen to all my happy and blissfully married/coupled/single friends? Those who are caring and who made me feel that I should not be afraid to express myself?

I seemed to be having less and less of those lately.

Is it the age factor?

Here I am stuck at sixteen, while everyone else venture into adulthood, how?

Anyway, I do hope these few days fly as fast and smooth as possible and I can get my Mr. T back soonest possible.

Jangan notti-notti tau~

This few weeks have been a mess~

Every time I started working on a personal financial project, the crisis in office usually finds its way to surface as well. I was just about to kick in and relax while waiting for my final project this year to complete itself within this month when the crisis hit me.

It was a fiasco of business meetings, paperwork, online learning and more paperwork, cleaning up over other people's mess and me yelling on top of my lungs getting frustrated at some of the officemates who failed to manage and thus plunging us into this crisis : (

But over the week, it has subsided a bit, I finally got the solution (if not the best, but at least I have one) to solve the issue, my leave request has been granted and I can now focus on my personal project over this long weekend with a little ease of mine.

My parents are planning to expand their business as my mom only has about six more years to go before retirement so I’m helping them out to set their business. They are one of those who have been working their whole life and find it hard to imagine not doing so after 56 years old.

My parents has started their business on a small scale since a few years ago to help us cope with the economic crisis and as their retirement plan project. They have now found something else to boost their business and would like to expand it in another year or so.

It won’t be anything big, but hopefully it will be enough to kill time and generate enough income for my parents to travel to places they have been planning to go :)

And I plan to tag along of course hehehe...

Trying very hard to complete this~

PUASA ENAM.

Syawal is only a few days more to go.

As a Malaysian, I inherit this habit of procrastinating. (If you don't believe me, go and read Lydia Teh's Honk if You're Malaysian)

So up until last week, I was so busy filling myself up with nasi beriyani, KFC, McDonalds burgers, lemang, rendang, nasi tomato, nasi kandar, kambing golek, ayam percik, kuih muih raya and when it finally reach the last week of Syawal, here I am trying my best to complete Puasa Enam. (*meleleh air liur*)

It's not mandatory as fasting in Ramadhan, but still, I made a promise and I intend to keep it.

I've already set a week's menu to ensure I reach my goal, I've made some shopping to ensure I can conjure up my meals (and not be starved to death)~

Listed below are the menu (subject to change of course ;) ):

Today: Nasi Lemak Sambal Udang, Goreng Pisang for appetizer, later I will have a super sandwich for Sahur.
Tomorrow: Nasi Paprik with Tomyam, Fruit Salad for appetizer, and the same menu for Sahur.
Wednesday: Fried Kueyteow, French Toast and Potato Salad for appetizer and English Breakfast for Sahur.
Thursday: Nasi, Sup Ayam & Ayam Goreng, Cake for Dessert and the same menu for Sahur
Friday: Nasi, Ikan Bawal Goreng Sambal, Buah-buahan. or Nasi Goreng Thai?

Finally, on Saturday, I intend to have loads of food at my aunt's house. Another round of kambing golek, rendang ayam, lemang, ketupat, soto, tosei dan kuih muih hahaha...

Hopefully I will succeed this year in completing my Puasa Enam..ameen~

If I Didn't Care from Miss Pettigrew Lives for A Day~

I just love romantic movies :)

If your love ever have a doubt, then this would be one of those right songs :)

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Just for the record~

Just for the record, I have been eating lemang, rendang, ketupat palas, serunding, lontong, nasi lemak, nasi kandar and roti canai for the past few days of Raya and still manage to loose 2.5kg.

Amazing~

Next project is to get fit and skinny again ;p

Hari yang dinantikan telah hampir tiba~

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir & Batin~

p/s: Saya dapat duit raya tahun ni ^_^, tapi tak tau berapa $$ lagi sbb org tu tak bagi buka sampul sehingga esok. Terima kasih~