Ujian di bulan Ramadhan~

It was the 3rd day of Ramadhan, and my first day of work in Ramadhan (I had to take 2 days MC due to severe headache huu~)

I could not sleep a wink the night before.

Even when I managed to fell asleep at 2:30am and wake up at 3:45am I had the weirdest and longest dream ever. It's an anime movie dream, which I  think is quite cool and creepy at the same time. Talking Carl was part of the dream.

But the funny thing is, despite all this. I was wide awake and was not feeling sleepy at all the whole day!

I reached the office as early as 6:50am since I had nothing better to do at home and was hoping to start my day with clear justification on my new work scope. Yes, I have been moved to a new department middle of July but unfortunately the management has yet to decide on what my new role should be and who to take my previous role (which is a vital one to the office since it plays a big role in ensuring revenue to the company).

Honestly I was quite frustrated to be taking the new post. I just don't feel comfortable working with people who don't mind cheating company figures to achieve their target does not share the same moral compass as I do. I mean this people will give you a weird look if you say you have just came back from a concert instead of a Ceramah session but don't mind not doing their work in accordance to Islamic teachings in order to show that they can achieve any target given.

So FAKE!

That must have been what triggers the headache. I seldomly take sick leave as I enjoy my work and look forward to going to office everyday. Thank you management, your decision has taken my happiness away. Thank you so much, you're such a brilliant group of people.

When office starts at 7:30am, I received a call to represent my boss to a meeting at 8:00am. Since I have nothing much to do (honestly said), I went to the meeting, and guess what? All the top management are there and we (the small management) are sent to listen as they plan their master strategy to take over the world for next year's projection. *yawn*

It was a one day meeting! *double yawn*

My previous management never put us up to this, they would plan and deliberate among them and call us for a discussion (and not let us sit like dummies) to finalized next year's action plan. And this people are actual geniuses whose ideas are so colourful, you would want to hear it first hand.

I was so depressed! So, to ensure I do not fell asleep listening to "genius" talking, I spent the whole day yesterday updating my resume! and later applying jobs online :p

Maybe it was a sign from Allah for me to move on to a greener pasture and take up new challenges. Maybe its Allah's way of testing my patience in Ramadhan~

Whatever it may be, I pray (hard) so that things will go well soon. Ameen.



[2:155] Dan sungguh akan Kami berikan ujian kepadamu, dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah-buahan. Dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar. (AL BAQARAH (Sapi betina) ayat 155)